Standing alone in the endless path of life, only God’s capable of gazing at our karma. Living and death are going back and forth in the eternity of time over and over again. I felt the sense of loneliness in the pandemic period, which was no safety net no more, what I could do was trying my best maintaining normal life. I often ignored the concept of time in that period, emotional relations were the only things that proved I was still alive. In the river of time we slowly got close to each other by watching the monitor, speaking the most heartwarming words.